Brain changes after 1 antidepressant?

2022.01.29 07:50 Sensitive-Earth6425 Brain changes after 1 antidepressant?

Hi docs, I'm a 23 year old female. A few weeks ago I took the antidepressant amitriptyline 10mg, 1 tablet. It made me a zombie. Since then I've been unable to feel emotions or pleasure the same. I feel like my creativity has gone, my personality, and brain. They're still there but something is off and wrong, I don't feel the same when I look at things I love, like I don't get much pleasure or deep thoughts from these things. I have insomnia every night and suicidal thoughts. I can't connect with others or talk to them.
Before taking this drug I was always able to feel something deeply even when I felt completely numb. I've been stressed and it's getting worse in my head. I can't ask for help very well because talking to people I can't connect with them and they think I am crazy. I was fine and felt a lot before taking the drug. I don't know what do do, the doctors will mostly say its anxiety and depression, and huge stress, though I had anxiety before and it never caused these effects so severe.
I know the drug changes your brain chemistry and I'm not really sure what I would hope to hear. I just don't know what to do as every day I get worse and can't work or live. I feel broken and like I'm talking into a void and I'll never be able to connect with people again.
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2022.01.29 07:50 dazzng Problem with Macbook pro - does not turn on - making the startup noise plugged in to the charger.

Hi, I am having a problem with my macbook pro.
I have a macbook pro early 2013 version. I haven't been using it for a while then I needed to open the laptop. But it does not open.
The problem is when I press the power button, there is a mechanical sound (maybe hard drive spinning I don't know, but it is the sound when the laptop opens after being in sleep mode for a while) coming from the inside and it keeps repeating each second while pressing the power button. So I searched on google what the problem might be, but I got no answers. Then I looked into a video about a reset method which pressing the power button and while pressing the power button, plugging in the charger and keep pressing it. So I did that and it worked but the problem is when I plug in the charger, the fans start to run at full throttle and it becomes so noisy. The macbook starts a bit slowly but starts anyway and comes to the desktop screen without a problem (but I realized that the battery percentage does not show). Then when I unplug the charger, it turns off immediately and the sounds of the fans go away. Then I press the power button again but to no avail.
Another point: When I press the power button without the charger plugged in, nothing happens no matter how long I press it.
When the charger is plugged in, even if I don't press any buttons, the mechanical sound keeps coming as long as it is plugged in. The link to the sound: (this is the sound I am getting when it is plugged in and press power button or any other button). When the power adapter is not plugged in, whatever button I press, this sound does not come up.
This is the result I am getting when I run coconut battery: It says the power adapter is not connected but it is and the charging light indicator is orange.
Can you please help? Thanks.
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2022.01.29 07:50 breathe-repeat Fianc├ę allowed to display his annoyance how he pleases?

Sorry for the long one, I just feel lost. My partner (27, m) and I (26, f) have been under a lot of stress lately, however- I don't think that gives someone the right to treat another however they want to. Tonight, we both woke up around 4am because we fell asleep early after watching a movie I had wanted to watch with him. He mentioned two movies he wanted to watch with me when we woke up at 4 and I said I wanted to watch them but I didn't think I could watch a movie that he wanted me to pay attention to right now. I had work in the morning and wanted to go back to sleep for a little bit before. He acknowledges and agrees that he was about to say that. I'm finishing a snack, drinking some tea, and scrolling on apps when I notice he puts on one of the movies he wanted to watch with me, so I remind him in case his expectation was for me to put my phone down that I had said I didn't want to WATCH-watch a movie at this time. He got annoyed saying "I at least wanted you to put your phone down" and I responded with my own annoyance. We got into a little bit of an argument and he stomped off to another room because I "wouldn't let it go" because he couldn't stop being cold. He said he was trying to move on, so essentially he was asking me to swallow him being annoyed with me for stupid reasons when there is so much I decide to shut up and swallow already. He doesn't let things go by not having an attitude, his version of letting it go is you having to deal with whatever his coping style is and recognize that he's trying to do it. It feels like sometimes he has this weird expectations that don't apply to himself. Like I had just told him, hey don't really want to actively do anything right now, trying to decompress- and he got mad at me because I wouldn't put down my phone while finishing a snack to watch a movie I told him I didn't want to watch at the moment? I even said I definitely wanted to watch them in the future before he even started to play the movie.
I'm just so over feeling like I'm doing the most yet getting patronized for the stupidest things. Being on my phone isn't bad, its 4am and I want to go back to bed. Earlier in the week he expressed his disappointment in my motivation and drive because I had accidentally missed a class (we've been under stress due to life events and I went an entire day thinking it was totally different day of the week) and an assignment (thankfully, no grades were impacted as he doesn't take attendance and the assignment was included in a group where two of the lowest grades are dropped) and said how he's been trying to help me in any way he can. It was the way he said it that really rubbed me the wrong way because he just hasn't been helping at all. The class has only been going for a week and a half. There have been times I've asked for help regarding topics in the course and... he didn't respond with help. Even asking him for an opinion on a sentence phrasing feels like I'm asking him to do a chore. I'm already disappointed in myself- I've also been the one to try to plan out calendars, I'm the one who tries to keep his large family's get-togethers all in order for us, the one who plans dates, lately daily we talk about problems in his family at length and through the course of our relationship have been involved with actively helping several different problems and my involvement in some was heavier- he's never experienced this with my family or gets involved to the same degree when I try to talk to him about things. It's the weight I have to carry he doesn't get at all- I understand he's carrying weight too but he can't just get annoyed with me for the smallest things and expect me to always swallow it and not say anything back. He gets so mad at me and says I don't let it go, but if he would just respond in actual kindness, I wouldn't have anything to retaliate to. I have in the past drawn out things- he has too, but I'm seriously just baffled at this entire incident.
I'm frustrated and tired of feeling the weight of expectations. Of having to take care of others but the expectation for me is to understand that people don't have the time to take care of me? It seems like the theme of being lately is "shut up and be silent" and at this point, it's driving me a little crazy. When he first brought up my missed class and having a serious conversation, he again mentioned "buckling down" and how we're "both going to have times where we need to support the other while we're in school" because he will be going back to finish his school at the end of the year. There is a huge difference in these situations though. Right now, I'm taking one class to finish my degree. He will be taking a full load of courses and I am expected to make up in pay difference by getting a better paying job after I graduate. Currently, I work less days than he does but I'm paid more and my shifts are longer than his are, so it evens out- he by working more days than I do, isn't doing that to pick up any slack from me. I feel like I've been on the grind and on point despite the stress we're experiencing. I'm the only one whose done my resume and applied for jobs to the area we're moving to next month. So him approaching me at that angle, rather than a "I know you've been working hard, why did you miss this class?" or a "How can I help you to prevent that in the future?" like I think he's allowed to express his disappointment in me, I was also disappointed and surprised by myself and thats why I told him. I was on the phone when I realized the day wasn't the day I thought it was and it hit me like a truck.
I've been the one living with a significant other and working while the partner doesn't. I have had to make up for that monetary drop while caring for someone and also having money stolen from me. He has never lived with a partner before and doesn't have that experience but our situation is not that. I'm not trying to bulldoze him or his perspective but it gives me a bad taste when I have been that person before and he hasn't. He knows that too. I was quiet on the phone after he had said the things about the class because I knew my immediate reaction wouldn't be great and he said we'd have a later conversation about it when I was ready and after this argument, I don't know if I can bring it up tomorrow after work like I was going to. I just feel like I'm moving through fog with no compass.
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