2022.01.26 05:54 ASICmachine The 5 Most Exciting Cryptos That Launched in 2021 (x-post from /r/Cryptocurrency)
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2022.01.26 05:54 OurSpeciesAreFeces Probably not WordFeud.
2022.01.26 05:54 pressx00111100 First NFT Collection for Sale. 'Fall Semester'. Floor Price: .0405 ETH Highest: 40.6382
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2022.01.26 05:54 ASICmachine Maybe individual Crypto Prediction Results should be made public... (x-post from /r/Cryptocurrency)
2022.01.26 05:54 lordpascal Some piece from my diary where I finally attempt to make sense of everything
I can kinda see the old me, the child me, the one that didn't hate or judge anybody, the one that cared for her family in a real true way... I can see her in me... like... I can remember her... The one that was good and, as I said, didn't really judge or hate and would actually care in a true level for her family... and I really wanna bring her to the surface, to the present... and make me her. You know? I really wanna make me her... and I'm not sure what is stopping me from being her again... but I guess it's... trauma. A lot of unprocessed trauma. Whenever something happened to me, I would... cry it out. And then I would be alright. But I feel like I have so many things stuck inside of me... that it makes me judge and not care like I used to... I mean, I already had a lot of things inside of me when I was a teenager... and even more the second time I got bullied... but yeah, that level of not hating, not judging, just caring... that's something I really wanna get back, you know?
I feel like I'm traveling mentally through time right now, just remembering how I used to be and how my life used to be in different eras. Remembering how I used to feel and recognize my family members. Who they were for me, what I knew about them, how I felt about me and the world in general... What I used to think and feel like... How my life was... and I can see how it just... you know... got worse and worse. More judgment, more insecurities, more hiding myself, more "hating" (sometimes in an unconscious way), less caring... Like, the less I would cry things out and instead bury them inside of me... The more I did that... the worse I got. And that leaves me with a lot of questions now regarding what the hell is gonna happen to me from now on, right? Like, I can see through the eyes almost of all these different Blancas through all these different eras... especially before the pills because after them it was a mess... and... it's like, right now, the Blanca of the present, is at her lowest point, the most judgmental, the most hateful, the least caring, the more baggage she has on her shoulders. The more repressed emotions and memories and feelings she hasn't cried yet. She hasn't "properly processed" yet. And it's kinda confusing because I can kinda see through the eyes of someone that didn't live what I have lived and who's life was different, who's family members were still alive.. who hasn't dealt with all the bad moments I have dealt with... and I know that she hasn't lived all of that yet... It's kinda like an illusion... as if I could go back to that even though I perfectly know things have happened and I'm not actually back in the past. And it's kinda crazy, right? Like, I have wanted so badly to go to the past, to feel like I used to, to be who I used to be... so I could finally feel what I would have felt with their death... and it's as if I'm one foot on the past and the other on the present. And... making peace with the past and just... processing everything the way I would have processed it is... what I wanted. I don't know if I can do that in this mad state. Because it truly feels like madness.
I remember the day I received the news, kinda. I could see a fog through my window. I was awake but didn't wanna leave the bedroom. I heard my mom sobbing on the first floor and my brother and I went rushing from our bedrooms to see what happened. And my mother was in the phone and she shouted "Grandma has died! My mom has died!". I can't really put my mind in that era the same way I have put my mind in the child Blanca era and the teenage Blanca... as I said, these years of drugs have been very confusing and I can tell they have messed with my mind and perception. I wouldn't say I was me and I wouldn't say I could feel... I was constantly searching for my feelings, for some meaning. I was constantly searching for myself... for the truth, for the present, for who people were... And I can't believe the last version of me my grandparents and dog saw was that. My feelings were confusing or non-existant.
And I think deep down I cared but I couldn't bring that to the surface. They were there but... I saw them but... I couldn't really see them. I couldn't really see the person, my family... I couldn't really feel them, the connection. Everything lost its meaning, literally. I couldn't feel the places and the people like I always did. And I perfectly could do that before the drugs. I was in this state in which... I couldn't understand reality or people anymore because I couldn't understand myself. And, like, I could understand myself before the drugs. And... I mean, drugs do pretty much that: they numb you so you are more "stable". But that numbness only created confusion in me. And that confusion morphed into... actual aggressive states. I was inhibited. I was aggressive. I was... confused. I now know I would have definitely felt something and that, if I didn't feel anything, it's because, as I said, I was in this state in which... nothing felt, nothing had meaning, nothing made sense... And, as I said, I remember NOT being like that without the drugs. And I have been like that for a long time, maybe changing my perception because... yeah, I could change my perception. It's weird to explain it but... when you are disconnected from yourself, you create your reality. Anything can be possible. Any explanation. Because you don't understand. So you kinda believe any bullshit that comes through your mind that might explain reality. And, the worst part is... you don't really realize how far gone you are... You know something is wrong. You know you are confused about reality. You know you can't remember your past... but... it's like, you focus on what has happened in your life that could have made you be like this before. Or maybe you believe you have been disconnected all your life since you don't remember. And you kinda... I remember searching for love and connection... and, like, I couldn't really remember what those were or what they were like. You start searching for things that might be those... Like, I have been searching for those things since my first year of university almost... And because you don't understand feelings (not your feelings, just feelings in general), you are confused about what true love and connection and caring is. You may stumble upon something that might be it... and you are like "I found it!". I was in a state in which I couldn't really care and love because of a disconnection that I clearly noticed but... the confusion made me think that...
I mean, it's kinda crazy because during all these time the only thing I wanted was to deal with my traumas and I couldn't. And, I mean, that's what the pills do: they disconnect you so the traumas aren't overwhelming. But, that disconnection, for me, turned into not being able to deal with my traumas. I tried to deal with my traumas on my own and I couldn't. Then, I tried trauma therapists and I couldn't either. And I didn't know why. I mean, with my first therapist, the only one I saw before the pills, the tears and everything came so easy to me.
Fuck, I can see now how I used to care and then... not care, not feel, not understand, not see.
When you don't understand love, you kinda search for this... perfect thing that doesn't exist.
I would have remembered my past if I hadn't been in this confused and emotionless state. And I would have called them. And visited them. And cared for them. For real. I would have done that. And the last version of me they would have seen wouldn't have been... the one they saw. The one that didn't care. The one that couldn't understand love. Fuck. God.
Like, I can clearly trace this state to the pills but everybody seems to dismiss it all the time. Nothing really happened in that era with me besides taking pills. Fucking. Drugs. If I had taken heroin or marihuana or cocaine, people would be willing the believe me more. Fuck, people aren't even willing to call them "drugs", they call them "medicine". Well, the pain and confusion this "medicine" has caused me... has made me want to kill myself.
And yes, I was struggling before the pills, but not because of numbness and confusion around what the hell love and affection and connection and reality are. It was because of the bullying I was living at the moment. That created a lot of pain! And I couldn't deal with that pain with the pills... because I didn't feel it! I remember going through a ""rough"" patch with my family during that time because I started judging them for things I hadn't noticed when I was younger. And I was pretty much confused about... life. I mean, I was going to start university and stuff and... I definitely loved them. I was kinda mad at them but, I mean, I was mad at myself for not stopping the bullying. I cared. I was still me. Just a confused me. But, like I said, not confused like "what is love". Not that kind of confusion. More like "what is right and wrong? Because they bully me and everybody thinks that's right...". So, more like a LEGIT confusion. Like, I clearly knew what love and hate and anger and sadness and connection and care were. I cared. I cared for my grandparents. I cared for my family... I was... human. I was myself. I was complex. I was unique. My life was... clear to me. What was going on around me. How my life was. What had happened to me. All of that... I could remember and feel it...
And, as I said, when I became this emotionless, confused "self", I stopped remembering... how my life used to be before that state. Like, literally. Fuck. I can't believe psychiatrists just... play with your brain like this. This drugs are no joke. They create impairment and disability... I wasn't disabled before! I had social anxiety but I could go to school! After that, I couldn't go to class and deal with my classmates because of the confusion! Fuck! And I could concentrate! No problem! And remember my life. And feelings! And who I was!
I think that what happened was that... my crusade... my attempts at understanding my classmates... mixed with the drugs and so, when I started "fading", I was so focused on understanding my classmates, that I didn't see what was going on.
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2022.01.26 05:54 AnabolicCheesecake Currently working a cover shift at my job AMA
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2022.01.26 05:54 dnivi3 Glem fire tog i timen – det er ikke nok tog - Vestfoldbanen får nye dobbeltspor med mulighet for fire togavganger i timen. Men sånn blir det ikke, for ingen har kjøpt inn togene.
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2022.01.26 05:54 Natsharma1986new Which room would you enter? (Upvote each rooms comment below)
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2022.01.26 05:54 LongjumpingCan4817 Lalisa
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2022.01.26 05:54 NinoxeBoubouk Les députés votent unanimement pour la restitution d'œuvres d'art aux ayants droit de familles juives spoliées par les nazis
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2022.01.26 05:54 chrislulka NFT Inspired by 'Big Electric Chair' - Andy Warhol
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2022.01.26 05:54 Sagy_Wacky Are these from WW2?
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2022.01.26 05:54 disinformatia Santa Barbara
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2022.01.26 05:54 Arnadus Arthur Hayes Names Crucial Level for Bitcoin to Hold
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2022.01.26 05:54 CatGoBurr I can’t hear “Cary On Wayward Son” without thinking about Supernatural.
2022.01.26 05:53 Tupareercarbo Madre garrido?
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2022.01.26 05:53 Unique_Pirate7409 Help with oc settings
Hi currently looking for the right settings to put in for my ryzen 5 1600 on my gigabyte b450 aorus m motherboard. I tried reading around but Bairly any info for my board with this cpu.
I tried doing a oc of 3.825 mhz with +0.078v And +0.250 volts for the vcore soc volts options. Not sure what any of this means but it seems to be the only settings that work.
With this over clock I think I saw loss of performing with cinabench and I’m confused
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2022.01.26 05:53 onestruenorth2 Ant and Dlo's post game presser after Ant's 40 point game vs Blazers
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2022.01.26 05:53 Robdotcom-71 On my world tour... Pushing the limits to do a fly-by of K2 which is dead ahead.
2022.01.26 05:53 springheeledjack69 When you forget to sign out of your burner
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2022.01.26 05:53 wuanlai65 Brand New Shiryo - Inu - DAPP based game & NFT’s in development! - Liquidity Lock - Launching Now on BSC
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Shiryo - Inu Shiryo - Inu Launching Now on BSC and it seems that play to earn game tokens are still one of the best niches to buy in DeFi! The roadmap details a fully functional trading card based game which will allow for the earning of the native token through different incentives including weekly competitions!
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The whitepaper is to be released today alongside more mockups of the concept for the game, the marketing has been on point with calls from all the biggest names on Telegram and Twitter. The developer even just hired a social media specific marketing agency to help get even more eyes on the project, Shiryo-Inu is about to become synonymous with the likes of Floki and Mononoke - Inu, don’t sleep on this one!
Contract Address: 0x321d4aF8D428062669200744cB8464ed6942B626
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2022.01.26 05:53 Pretend_Cookie7401 What is the best job you can get without a degree?
2022.01.26 05:53 Super_Share_8721 Game Over. Not Leaving. I Like The Stock!
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